making the right choice
Friday, January 22, 20104:20 AM
*If u really love him, you shld be able to notice him at ONCE.*
Okay im gng to type a super duper long post(once in awhile)
This pass 18 years has been passing really FAST.
In the Past, i was sitting in those little wooden chair in my nursery.
Now, im sitting on these "wheel"-chair in my poly.
From,stay-at-home-watch-him-with-gold-hair-from-tv(husband)
To now, dont-see-his-face-when-he-is-sg-i-feel-like die-ing kind of feel.
Dance Flexbility- I was hard like rock,
though nw im not soft like mashmallow, but at least like hard candy [if u get wht i mean]
Each day i wanna try to be better, regradless study, dance,appearances whtever.
But always seem to be passing each day meaning-less-ly.
And always whenever i want to make a decision,
i always think for the others, thinking back, its stupid.
So i really wanna make my own decision this time.
ESP when u called it YEAR 2 MODULE SELECTION.
So i have decided what i want to take.
And i won't regret.
There is still lots of stuff for me to make my own decision.
& I dont want any of y'all help/suggestion/etc, i wna make my OWN choice.
I want to live for myself not for the others.
MY 2010 Resolution,Kym Chan Must-Happen-List.
[i swear i gonna make it happen]
First: No Arguement with parents(i cn do it)
Second:I wna SPLIT, LITERALLY SPLIT WITH MY LEGS.(soon!)
Third:Make my own Decision(duh)
Fourth:I WANT & I MUST CATCH HUSBAND ATTENTION(hehe, laopo knw wht uh)
Fifth:Appearance need to have a bit of change(though i knw im cute LOLS hmph:S)
Sixth:Fast in catching Zanni's chreo(Much better now)
Seventh:I rly wna work in Fashion-related company!(BADLY, anyone intro!)
Eight:Runway show, i missed one last year , hopefully there will be more this year and more GRAND ones.
Nineth:MONEY MONEY MONEY COME COME COME
TENTH: THE LAST AND THE MOST IMPT, I WANT ALL THE ABOVE 9RESOLUTION TO HAPPEN!(*&^%$%^*())&#$$
HA. THTS OL xx.Ps. i love my husband, like always. |
