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making the right choice

Friday, January 22, 20104:20 AM

*If u really love him, you shld be able to notice him at ONCE.*
Okay im gng to type a super duper long post(once in awhile)
This pass 18 years has been passing really FAST.
In the Past, i was sitting in those little wooden chair in my nursery.
Now, im sitting on these "wheel"-chair in my poly.
From,stay-at-home-watch-him-with-gold-hair-from-tv(husband)
To now, dont-see-his-face-when-he-is-sg-i-feel-like die-ing kind of feel.
Dance Flexbility- I was hard like rock,
though nw im not soft like mashmallow, but at least like hard candy [if u get wht i mean]
Each day i wanna try to be better, regradless study, dance,appearances whtever.
But always seem to be passing each day meaning-less-ly.
And always whenever i want to make a decision,
i always think for the others, thinking back, its stupid.
So i really wanna make my own decision this time.
ESP when u called it YEAR 2 MODULE SELECTION.
So i have decided what i want to take.
And i won't regret.
There is still lots of stuff for me to make my own decision.
& I dont want any of y'all help/suggestion/etc, i wna make my OWN choice.
I want to live for myself not for the others.

~~MY 2010 Resolution,~~Kym Chan Must-Happen-List.
[i swear i gonna make it happen]

First: No Arguement with parents(i cn do it)
Second:I wna SPLIT, LITERALLY SPLIT WITH MY LEGS.(soon!)
Third:Make my own Decision(duh)
Fourth:I WANT & I MUST CATCH HUSBAND ATTENTION(hehe, laopo knw wht uh)
Fifth:Appearance need to have a bit of change(though i knw im cute LOLS hmph:S)
Sixth:Fast in catching Zanni's chreo(Much better now)
Seventh:I rly wna work in Fashion-related company!(BADLY, anyone intro!)
Eight:Runway show, i missed one last year , hopefully there will be more this year and more GRAND ones.
Nineth:MONEY MONEY MONEY COME COME COME
TENTH: THE LAST AND THE MOST IMPT, I WANT ALL THE ABOVE 9RESOLUTION TO HAPPEN!(*&^%$%^*())&#$$

HA. THTS OL xx.Ps. i love my husband, like always.

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STAGE

Tuesday, January 19, 20101:45 AM

yoz. ME havent been blogging
first lazy second busy third crazy- (no link, i jus wna ryhtme lols) Anw, have been going out quite alot these days.
and its always the same venue- TOWN.
boring, but wht u expect,
SG is just a small island. Shopping was done, bought quite a few stuff:X
got the STAGE PK jacket on sat.
lols, me & laopo think of some ideas LOLS!
and sounds pretty fun! hopefully works well uh!
went out wiv ah min 2-i'm tryin to make it shorter, lazy to type but hey, isn't typing more like nw? weird.
Dance was tiring, as USUAL. & my BACK aching ttm.
nw zanni say we must go for the NUS dance class:S
but sorry, work, i only work on sat & sun.
SO no leave for me.
and worse, my body wil break if i go on sat.
THTS ALL, off to my nap.
Sweet dreams to all, xx.

PS. I MISS HUSBAND, like always.